Thursday, May 26, 2005

My First Blog

Well, I got the bare bones of my blog together... I realise I am really out of the loop of the web communication world because I really did not have an idea of what to present about myself but it will evolve. Well, today is only beginning, no much has yet happened to blog about. I woke up to my one daughter yelling at the other to "Stop looking at me!" and then the other daughter (who was doing the offensive looking) bursting into tears of rejection.

The main topic on my mind these days is that I am pregnant. This is number three. I am fat, uncomfortable and very moody. I recently went to my midwife because I thought my moodiness must be being caused by something else other then a large belly but alas, I am just a plain old Bitch these days. I really do try not to be but the hormones, the homrmones!!!!

I guess the most distrubing thing is that I do not really want to be pregnant now. I don't want another baby. Some days I do, but mostly I feel really overwhelmed by the thought of three children, we struggle to get through each day as it is. HOW are we going to get through more sleepless nights, diapers again, baby food....

Anyway, a new day awaits me, let us see what it holds. I will probablly feel very happy is about 3 min.... hormones, oh the hormones....

1 Comments:

Blogger Warren said...

It's probably pretty natural to feel that way. My sister just gave birth to twins. They have five kids now in their little house. Not too surprisingly they are both kind of worried about how they're going to get a bigger house, with their current income, and all that. Very Stressful.

But I think we're all stronger than we know, or perhaps a better way to think of it is that Grace we receive from God has no pre-set limits.

I miss you guys.

Warren

8:49 a.m.  

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